It’s always been hard for me to handle the last looks people give when they don’t think they will see you again.
This place is full of them, the last looks I mean.
I wish I could assure them (those that I wanted to, anyway) that I would see them again, and soon.
You meet so many people here from all over the south and I’m finding this one harder to get out of my head.
Which never happens.
Well, as of like 6 or 7 months ago but whatever.
So, 6’5” friend whose favorite color is red and is sure things are only awkward if you make them awkward, I hope your last look was not applicable..
It’s been a hell of a week.

Why do people get drunk when they’re sad? It doesn’t make it better

Makes it worse

I’m the shittiest person
Why do I always just hate myself

Or keeping them. That could be convenient. Stop

And let’s give a big warm welcome to guiltinrss. And vodka.
Be nice in my eulogy. Pretend you used to give a fuck about me.
That’s what people do in those thing right?
After you die people pretend lthey liked you?

Do that for me
CAuse I’ve always loved you

oh. my. god.